This One I know...

Someone who will love and adore.
I'm still in this sickness.
Everything is coming together.
This is what I call obstacles.
To be treated as one of a kind.
I know exactly what I'd be in this gallery.
Its just tearing me apart.
Starting from small steps again.
Why can't you see it like I do.
I pray for every nightmare to come to an end real soon.
Its just not fair.
Feeling it in with positivity.
Trying... At least...
My head just froze feeling this pain again.
Its worst than laying down on the hospital bed.
Playing with my mind ain't it?
Ok, I'll play it cool.
A breather is what I need.
Its just the matter of time.
I hate putting hope.
I hate doing benefits for others when all I receive is shits.
Don't be just another dime.
Just one last time...

Girl you're too fine...

God broke the mold when he made this one I know
She's breathtaking but so much more
She walks in the room, your love's closed
Making you never want to breathe again

Her boyfriend has got so much dough
So much ice his neck and wrist froze
Is he faithful to her? Hell no
But she choose to be with him, shorty

Tell me is the money worth your soul?
Tell me what's the reason that you
Hold on when you know that dude
Has a whole wall of 'em just like you?

And girl you're just way too fine
Got to be treated as one of a kind
Girl use your mind, don't be just another dime
Because

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery

Just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery

She's so confused, she knows she deserves more
Someone who will love and adore
But his money's hard to ignore
She really doesn't know what to do

Girl it's just a matter of time
Before he finds another more fine
After he's done dulling your shine
You're out the door and he's through with you

Tell me is the money worth your soul?
Tell me what's the reason that you
Hold on when you know that dude
Has a whole wall of 'em just like you?

Now you're mine.

Trust myself with you.

Don’t know who to trust
No surprise
Everyone feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts sift through dust
And the lies

Trying not to break
But I’m so tired of this deceit
Every time I try to make myself
Get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring time between
And how
Trying to put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me

I take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
Cause I swear
For the last time

I'll break this myself. MYSELF!

I'd turn this pain into a frame.

Tell the devil i need a holla back cause i think he got the wrong soul. He chose the wrong soul to be he's partner. Stop burning me in the fire cause I hate being bombarded in this wall of darkness when all I see is pure sorrows. At night when the stars light up my room, i look up and tell him i really need my purity of an angel back. I don't need this anymore. I'm gonna start it one step at a time mending my own mistakes and show those who thinks i'm nothing, a lil something.
Watch me, and when i rise, i make sure the all the other karma shall fall back onto those who have been stabbing this shattered heart. I ain't gonna put the sun down no more. Only playing clean below the moon ad I hope you're on the other side praying you want me too.

It had been awhile since I last stepped into this blog of mine. Yes?
If i'm right, let me recall, this blog is the legend.
The first blog I had. Followed by live journal and so on.
Since when have i ever bother to recall and reflect? hmmm... one point up!
Can't stop thinking bout you right now. REALLY i can't.

Call me Mr. stubbornness is my wild ego.

Don't ever feel like falling again...

Sometimes I wish buddy could actually be less cranky and not compare me to yan coz its hard. Sometimes I wish me and buddy do not have to fight and always be alright. It hurts every time she just vents her anger like nobody's business and be all so worked up over something small. Miss the times where me and buddy always play and joke together. Buddy, if you're reading this, i'm sorry if at any point of time I have been out there to hurt you and made you feel all so shitty about situations. All I ever wanted was for you to be happy and always smile like the buddy I have in the picture up there. So yeah buddy, I'll always be there for you no matter what and you know it. So why waste this opportunity to make my buddy smile while I can :) I love you buddy, really do. Just touch your heart and feel me there whenever you feel down. You will feel that your buddy s there :)

Syafiq

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!